Hey Unihorse 🦄
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I need to vent
22 yo
I have never had a girlfriend, i dont even have a Friend, i am just a hopeless man trying to make a living two years ago i met this girl, we talk occasionally i never made a move on her, i was depressed with BPD barely talk, no dad and siblings boy, she came in my life, rasua, she said she wanted to make a living too, and not bragging but i am kind, i assist her and do my business, we got close, i liked her, then she showed me how it feels to have someone to count on, i loved her, and she saw it, in my eyes, i didn't say a word, esua gn eyawekech, she let me in her personal life, she said u r the only one i can count on, i got attached.
Gn she was dating other guys, i got sad and i taught she was playing me, i was angry wanted to get detached but i couldn't, so i waited till she leave our friendship back, in the middle of this i got broke, all the fancy lunches and hangouts are no more here, but she stayed, not distant not close, as always, she even is not ashamed of me, she even make me her emergency contact, i got confused of her feelings towards me, after months of convincing myself that she was just playing around with me, she still want me to be the ideal man, like 'dont watch football, wedefit taschegraleh', we gon have a pet when we live togther' out of nowhere, vacations and picnics planned, putting me in the same pit i was thinking she want to live life with me, then next day, she acts like i am nothing, which breaks me.
Why don't u tell her and end this confusion?, because i have noone to count on if i fuck this up, i am fucked, so i cant talk a word.
Giving signals, i did everything she just allowed me, i tried to touch her waist and hips she was normal, hugs normal, she got comfy chrash she tell me her period schedule anf expect me to buy her smtng for the pain, she wanna control my life, who i talked where i was, but sometimes i dont see live, i just see advantages, but tbh, i dont got enough advantage lerase rasu enkuan lesua,
Help me out guys.
#Friendship #MentalIllness #Melancholy #Relationship #Adult
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