Headaches, migraines, pain in muscles and joints and lots, lots of emotions. That’s how it physically still feels to have suddenly lost a loved one.
It’s almost 6 months ago that Janet took her life in her own hands and decided it was her time to escape this ‘dream-state’.
My ‘dream’ turned into a nightmare and most days it is still a fight to keep my head up.
At the same time I feel that I am becoming stronger. I have taken the time to think a lot about life and death, the meaning of life and this ‘matrix’. My body is guiding the process again of letting go and feeling what has to happen next.
I have no answers yet about what I will be doing in the near future. In honour of Janet I have printed our work on DVD’s. Now that is over, I enter the empty state of ‘not-knowing’ again.
I do know I have a mission for the children. But the form is still unclear.
I’m not ready yet to give a presentation. Not only for personal reasons, but also because the subject is too hard. The only thing I can do, is regularly post things on the Telegram Channel.
We’ll see where life will take us. We’ll have to see what the elections in the EU and US are going to bring us. A lot will depend on that. So if you can, please vote. Even though the system is corrupt, we can still deliver our message to the cabal by voting for the critical, awakened politicians. Those that speak the truth. For us! We own them our support.
For you, for me, for the world, it will become crystal clear what we have to do and when. It will be the right moment, the right place for us to stand up, to say ‘NO’ and to help our fellow-men. All you have to do, is be ready.
So stay tuned on this channel, so we can prepare for what is coming together.
Where We Go One We Go All!
WWG1WGA!
With love, as always, Cyntha
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